I wanted to reflect upon my training since March and figure out how I got to this point in training. The point of being burnt out, exhausted and injured. Hopefully, someone falling into the trap doesn’t land here too. Yes, maybe this post reads more like a diary, but I do believe it’s beneficial for me to look back and reflect upon the roller coaster of 2016.
The Good Times:
I started 2016 off with a bang. In January, I PRed in both the 5k and half marathon. I trained through February and PRed again at the Flower Show 5k.
I ran a disappointing race at Shamrock in March. It took both a mental and physical toll on my body. I believe that was the beginning of my slow downward spiral. Since March, I’ve had a series of small injuries that caused me not to train consistently. “It was always something.”
After Shamrock, I had a tight Glute Meade that pulled on my hamstring. I felt overall tight, and it caused me to take about a week off from running. After my muscles had loosened up, my training became more sporadic and less consistent. Looking back, not training consistently caused more and more issues to arise. I should have just taken an extended break then. It would have prevented mental fatigue and minor aches to heal.
After running a great race at the Atlantic City half marathon, my right foot was sore. My metatarsals hurt, and I thought I had another stress fracture in a metatarsal. My right side doesn’t give me too many problems, but my foot hurt. I took time off, and they found it was just soft tissue damage and pinched metatarsals. I panicked “for nothing”. After a week off and diving back into more haphazard training; I ran a few good races.
I ran Broad Street, the Newport 10k, and a mile in May. Diving quickly back into training wasn’t the best idea, and I found myself both mentally and physically exhausted. After the mile, I decided to take a break. I didn’t have any ankle pain, but my legs were tired, and my mind was just as tired as well.
After taking a few days off, I decided to go for a run. My legs had loosened up but something in my foot just “felt off”. I couldn’t explain it, but my left foot didn’t feel right when running. It was an ache more in my ankle. It was enough to cause concern, so I just continued to rest. I am relatively cautious, and anything feels off, I prefer to get looked at immediately, so I did. This goes for pretty much anything, running related or not.
A few days later I got an X-ray and also got ART. I was walking regularly, but something just felt off. As I’ve mentioned before, the X-ray came out normally. The doctors visually looked at my foot including pressing against each metatarsal, pushing against my navicular bone and squeezing my calcaneus. They engaged with each bone, and I did the “hop test”. All of which, I could do with no cause for alarm.
They also hit the tuning fork against my foot. Nothing in my foot hurt, so it was somewhat motivating that my issue wasn’t bone related, and they ordered an MRI.
During the entire process of getting everything looked at, I didn’t miss running. Maybe it was because I was mentally exhausted or maybe because I knew my foot felt off but I didn’t even have the interest to run.
The orthopedist thought I probably had an inflamed tendon or muscle in my foot. Based on everything else, it made sense. About three weeks after I decided to take the mental break, I received the results of my MRI. I had a small hairline fracture on my fifth metatarsal closer to my ankle.
As I’ve mentioned, my initial thoughts were: how, why, what, did I do?
It was shocking considering I had run frequently on it before taking a mental break. Since I was overall sore, tired and tight I think my foot aches were being overruled my overall body ache.
Even though the fracture probably happened sooner, we are considering the initial rest and recovery to start May 23. It was the day I began taking my mental break. Here I am, nearly one month later away from running. It doesn’t feel like a month later, but I believe it was because I spent the first two weeks not knowing my body was even hurt. I’m allowed to attempt a mile next Monday to see how it feels. Since this injury hasn’t presented itself normally and I still don’t have many answers, I don’t know how the run will go. If I feel anything even during the first step or two, I’m not going to continue.
Questions for you:
Have you had a mysterious injury or issue?
What is the most fun cross training exercise you’ve done?
My workouts last were week were all over the place. While recovering from the injury, I don’t have anything strict and I workout when I feel like it. I don’t have “a plan”. I do my PT exercises daily to build strength to my ankle and go to the gym/pool when I’m motivated. This log is all over the place, though.
First, my food poisoning finally simmered down last Sunday.
Since I found out about food poisoning and a fractured foot within two hours of each other, posts about food poisoning took a back seat. In summary, I had a rare form of food poisoning caused by under cleaned seafood. I had to get a series of shots as well as a blood test to make sure it wasn’t a more dangerous form. I don’t think I mentioned it on the blogging space, but the food poisoning was a huge deal. If I had “only” gotten food poisoning, it would have been enough to knock me out of training for at least a week. Since I wasn’t running and had other things going on, it took a back seat.
Since I did get a lot of blood taken for the tests related to food poisoning, I had to delay getting blood tests for my Calcium, Vitamin D, and Cortisol levels. Once they were able to take blood for that, my levels came out in the normal range. It was once again surprising.
The final and most important test (to me) was the Dexa test. The Dexa test measures bone density. Anyone can have what is considered “normal” calcium and Vitamin D levels but the Dexa scan could indicate osteoporosis or low bone density. Mentally, it was a hard test to take because I wasn’t sure I wanted to hear the results. My bone density came out surprisingly normal and not even in the Osteopenia range.
So here I sit, four weeks off from running. It doesn’t feel like it’s been four weeks but I was mentally exhausted from running.
What do we know?
We know my bone fracture wasn’t caused by low bone density or poor nutrition.
It could have been caused by rolling or spraining my ankle, except I never felt a point that would indicate I did either.
It could be caused from running high mileage, except I probably ran on it for a significant amount of time with no suspicion of a fractured bone.
It could be caused by my form which puts an abnormal about of pressure on my fifth metatarsals and metatarsals in general.
What did I do last week?
1 Hour Spin Class+30 minutes core
45 mins AMT+30 minutes core
45 minutes AMT+30 minutes core
Swim (3000 Meters)
30 minutes core+ Swim (2000 Meters)
My foot didn’t hurt doing any of the workouts I don’t have any structured plan but I’m going to classes and working out when I want. I wasn’t able to get on the Alter G treadmill yet but the timing didn’t work with my schedule last week. I was allowed to run on it.
I am allowed to attempt a short 1 mile run in exactly one week and see how it feels. My foot and ankle don’t hurt now, so I’m hoping for the best.
Lately, I’ve been in a blogging funk, so I decided to participate in a blogging topic challenge. Many of the blog topics are ones I haven’t discussed in a lot of detail. Most of the posts will relate to my personal experience with running, but there might be exceptions too.
Blog Challenge 1: One mistake I’m glad I made
No one likes to make mistakes. The feeling of failure can be one of the hardest emotions to come to terms with. However, if you can learn from a mistake, it’s hard to consider the mistake a failure. We all live, and we all make mistakes.
I’ve made plenty if mistakes in life, in relationships and of course in running too.
One of my earliest errors in running was overtraining and receiving my first stress fracture.
At the time, I wasn’t glad. In fact, I was miserable and upset but in hindsight, I’m glad I made that mistake. Early into my running career, I was running too hard and too fast for every single run. I was running every mile between 7-7:15. My 5k PR was around 20 minutes, and I had never even attempted a half or full marathon.
(To compare now my easy runs are above 8:30 pace or untimed and my 5k PR is 18:22. Running is also not stressful this way.)
While I wasn’t running extremely high mileage (in the 40-50s), the constant pounding and hard running lasted about a month. On July 12, 2011 (also known as my 21st birthday), I ran hard and ultimately ended with a severe tibial stress fracture. Looking back, it’s fairly obvious the cause was overtraining.
Since I was new and had no idea, I thought, of course, I was training well. While injured, I took the time to look back at my training and I learned more about myself and running than I had previously. I began learning that my body is not invincible. Little pains can manifest themselves into larger issues. It was a lesson I needed to learn early!
If I had continued down that path of running, it would have been a disaster and honestly, I would be injured with something more serious.
During my two months of rest and recovery, I learned that running isn’t and never will be everything in my life. I also learned that it’s appropriate to listen to cues of injury. Taking a rest day here and there is far easier than taking 8+ weeks off.
My tibial stress fracture shaped my training now that I’m not afraid to run easier miles, cut back mileage or take rest days altogether. Just thinking about back to back 7-minute miles is enough to exhaust me.
Each injury teaches us something about ourselves. Instead of dwelling in the injury, I think it’s important to look back and realize what can be improved.
Questions for you: What is one mistake you are glad you made? Has an injury taught you something recently?
To begin this post, it’s all over the place. I think my brain exploded into Microsoft word and the baby was this post.
To be honest the longer my butt issues are prolonged, the more frustrated I get. Last week was not enjoyable. I am doing everything the sports doctor has said but it seems like nothing is working. Part of the problem is that I need to find out the problem. I am not 100% convinced that my only issue stems from the hip. Often times with the body the pain manifests itself one place but is actually coming from somewhere else.
So physically my bum butt pain is still there. The pain does not affect my gait or stride but it’s noticeable and unenjoyable.
I have questioned a lot about myself and running lately (but it in all seriousness who doesn’t when they are injured?)
I don’t think the marathon was worth the struggle I’m having right now. I didn’t particularly enjoy the marathon more than another event (At this point, it’s safe to say I did a lot of damage).
To be honest if I didn’t have my wedding to look forward too, I would be down on myself. I would be down on running and I would be more upset. I alluding to this last week but I haven’t had the training or enjoyment out of running that I once had.
Is it because I’m not doing well?
Is it because I’m running distances I don’t even enjoy?
I don’t know but probably. Why do something you don’t enjoy?
I’ve mentioned this a lot lately but the next few weeks are going to be a nice break that I need from running but also blogging and social media.
Yes I could take a break from social media at any time (LOL, no one is forcing me to blog) but this is largely a running blog.
If I’m not running, what am I blogging about?
I need to figure out what I want to do with my running and where I want to go. I’m obviously all over the place and honestly don’t have an answer for what I want to do.
Do I want to completely take off time from running? Maybe…
Do I want to cross train or even get back into the pool? That also crossed my mind.
Do I want to train for shorter races and bypass a marathon this year? I think that is a very strong contender. I don’t enjoy marathoning (there I said it).
I feel like a broken record the last year about back to back injuries. It’s been a hard year both physically and mentally (running wise…life has been great!). I am looking forward to having better races soon.
Since this is a lot to follow and makes sense to me (but probably not people who aren’t in my mind). Basically I am frustrated. I am beginning to exhaust all of my options to figure out my #bumbutt. Once we pin point the exact muscle location of injury, we can fix it but until then the frustration continues.