These last few weeks, I had my first experience with the let’s make plans and appointments only to have them not possible. To preface this, I’m not complaining nor am I terribly upset but at the moment it was a little bit frustrating. I know these moments will come up frequently for Tim.
A while ago Tim requested off to come to my brother’s high school graduation. During that time, we were also going to take engagement photos. We had set up the scheduled appointment. We were going to finish looking at venues (including my number 1 choice) and we were hopefully going to put all of that to rest. We were going to get a lot done with our wedding and see my brother graduate high school. My plans were perfect. Diva Wedding Bridezilla LOLZ had it all in control.
We were going to visit his family for a few days, drive down to my house for graduation, look at venues, take pictures and then come back to NJ. At least that was the plan and what he requested leave for.
That didn’t happen at all. The Wednesday before Tim informed me it was possible (not 100%…) he would be going to Germany. Then he a day or two later he found out he had been scheduled to go to Germany. With that simple text message all the plans flew out the window.
What about touring the wedding venues?
What about engagement photos?
Maybe I’ll just take photos and meme you in…(just kidding of course)
That is how it goes and just like that our plans completely changed.
A lot of emotions went through my brain:
I was happy for him to be able to fly overseas.
I was jealous because I want to go overseas.
I was nervous to cancel on my engagement photos.
I was upset that plans had to be cancelled and his leave denied.
I was happy for him because I know it’s a great opportunity.
Finally, I was supportive because he was just the messenger. He was doing his job.
Then he found out he wasn’t going to Germany at all. In fact, he was going to multiple countries in Europe. Now I was even more jealous. Realistically it didn’t really matter since he was still going to be gone.
While he was gone his time to come back to the US kept getting pushed further and further back. First he was supposed to come back the 13th, then the 14th, then 15th…then finally he arrived back on the 18th. Not really a big deal but it certainly makes planning anything frustrating.
By the 15th I was back in NJ working and doing my thing. It isn’t like him being delayed four extra days didn’t allow for me to work.
I can’t say it was the most fun experience I had but it was more a learning experience. I will say that everything worked out in the end. I know these are lessons I’ll learn along the way but it doesn’t make them any more or less frustrating.
Questions for you:
Did you love your engagement photos? Where did you take them?
Do you like scheduling or being spontaneous?