Taking a Risk
One year ago I left Oswego, NY. I didn’t really have a plan. I left my friends, my job, my comfort zone and my life. I knew I wanted to follow my heart but past that I didn’t really know.
I knew eventually I would want to live with Tim. I knew I would want to work doing something I enjoyed and I knew I wanted to be independent. I cannot say I haven’t had my ups and downs since leaving. I can’t say that about any aspect of my life though.
Did I expect to be living in NJ, not doing anything related to the public health major? No. Of course not.
In a perfect world I would have left my job in Oswego, to have found a job several days later in VA Beach. The plethora of jobs would come flocking to me. People would want to hire me. I had a college degree after all! (isn’t that what they teach you in college?) I would blog about how well life went. I wouldn’t have blogged about how lucky I was my parents took me in during a time I needed to really find myself.
But they did and for that I can never be more grateful.
Then we Tim graduated flight school, we would live together in Texas and it would be fun! Beautiful sun, lots of fun Texas things to do and cheap steak. I wouldn’t move to the middle of Texas, where it was 100 degrees and 150 miles to the nearest big town. (jobs…lolz…).
Anyways I wouldn’t move in early September only to find out we would be moving to NJ, 6 weeks later. I love driving 1800 miles…twice…right before my first marathon!
All of that being said I enjoyed everything. It gave me an opportunity to see friends I normally wouldn’t.
Over the past year I’ve been to 20 states, I’ve ran in 14 and I have been to dozens of new towns and cities. I’ve learned more about myself this year then ever before. It’s been a journey but a journey I’m proud of. While I miss my friends in NY, I don’t regret leaving. I love where I am in life now and I’m not as far away.
Out of all 23 years of my life, I’ve learned the most about myself this past year. Some of which I probably wouldn’t have learned if I had not taken a risk not knowing the outcome.
Questions for you:
What was the last risk you took?
Where were you this time last year?