It’s a very hard realization to make that you are nowhere near in the shape you were 6 months ago. Letting myself slide with training, enjoying life and grabbing life by the horns as well as traveling have all played a major part in that. 6 months ago was around my birthday month in July when I was PRing in the 5k. Oh how I wish I was back in that shape…but I’m not.
I can attest my falling out with running the day I broke my arm. After being hit by a cyclist and breaking my arm I fell into a spiral of demotivation. Even though I only missed a few days of running and was able to run awkwardly with a broken arm, the real effect it put on me was mentally.
The day I broke my arm was the day I stopped doing speed workouts. Since August I’ve only raced a handful of times and I haven’t done speed work by myself. That is a major contender of why I’ve gotten out of peak running shape. I know it is one of several factors. While living in Texas I had very few racing options and I opted to log high mileage instead of speed work outs.
Moving on to the next major factor of my life, I’ve moved in with a significant other. I don’t regret it and in fact I absolutely love it. I will always make time for him over my running time. I’m not on my own personal schedule anymore and I’m okay with that. I’ll always choose to go out to eat on a date versus staying home and cooking something. I’m perfectly okay with that but it takes a toll on training.
It’s a hard realization to come to that you have both gotten slower in running and let your training fall through the cracks of life. Breaking 20 minutes, a once easy task in the 5k is strenuous and difficult for me right now. I don’t even know if I could break 1:30 in the half marathon. Please don’t compare these times to yourself, imagine if you were currently struggling to run 90 seconds slower in your 5k or 6 minutes slower in a half marathon (probably more). That is essentially where my training is at.
I know the last 6 months have not been conclusive to my running. I’ve been enjoying life outside of running and enjoying doing other things that don’t revolve around blogging and working out. However, it’s still a hard realization when running a race that I’m not the racer I was 6 months ago. Quite frankly, it stinks. All of that being said I’ve 100% enjoyed the last 6 months of my life and would never trade it for the world. There is more to life then running, then blogging and working out.
I’m not making excuses or looking for sympathy I’m just objectively looking back at the last 6 months of training and realizing I have a lot of work to do. Life isn’t all about training and I’ve come to learn that in the last 6 months. I’ve come to enjoy that in the last 6 months. It seems like a daunting task to get to where I want to be. A task that I feel I might never conquer again. I often wonder if I will ever PR in races again (silly worries).
With that there are exactly 98 days until the New Jersey half marathon. Instead of making a PRing goal for myself, I’m going to make a goal to dig out of the run cave I’ve in and start training again.
For the next month I’m going to build consistent miles again. After finding a base line February 23rd at the Lake Effect half marathon (granted the weather cooperates) I’ll reevaluate my training.
I needed a kick in the butt and that came this week when I got the flu and was unable to train or do much of anything. I’m able to sit here and contemplate my life, my training and where I want to go with it. While I have 100% enjoyed and been low stressed the last 6 months, I’m ready to get back into training. I know it will take the better part of those 100 days to get back into shape but I’m ready to try to work back there.
Questions for you:
Have you ever had a long lull in training?
Were you hit by the flu this season? There is a lot going around!