I don’t really know where to begin this post but it has come up a few times in the last week so I thought I would at least do my best to answer it.
How have you changed since high school?
For me, high school was over 3 years ago-closer to four really. I didn’t go through a metamorphosis really until the middle of my freshman year of college but we will get to that. I was extremely socially awkward freshman year and only hung out with oh ya know…myself. At the end of freshman year-I decided to well experiment with makeup. I think I applied more makeup the first day then I have ever before.
My high school was a very preppy, materialistic, omg you did what, she did who, he did this…ah you get the story. I was caught completely in it. I was a stuck up snob and I’ll be the first to admit it.
Here jam to this while you are reading because that was what I was.
I’ll just tell you a lil bit about how high maintenance this babygirl was. It takes about 30 minutes to straighten my hair.
I did it every single day of my junior and senior year. Everyday.
I think I owned 1 article of clothing that wasn’t Abercrombie and Fitch or wasn’t a polo. I think I once went three weeks wearing polos and mini skirts.
I had a very strong group of 6 friends. We kinda were like the same person but in 7 places. We all either swam or dove. We were snobby, pushy, judged people-just think means girlesc. Blergy blerg.
Here’s a biggie:I drank more my senior year of high school than I have my entire college career. My boyfriend was a big drinker/partier and dragged me into it
At the time-I loved it. Now-not so much. As to why I am secretly 70.
I like to pretend that something clicked in my brain (maybe I matured…yeah right) but I’m not really too sure what happened. One day after swim season my freshman year of college, I decided I was done.
Done caring that someone would judge me if I wasn’t wearing designer name brands, done worrying about the mass amount of makeup covering my face everyday. Actually now I don’t wear makeup half the time anyways because I am forever making food and I run out of time before work bhaha.
Question for you:
How have you changed in the last 3-4 years?